And nevertheless I will awake...

Well what is going? Whence such weakness, such indifference to all? And somewhere on the very bottom of consciousness - wonderful cedar branches smell, sensation a flight when jumping and delightful feeling, when claws and teeth pierces in alive. And smell of blood!
Such things already does not dream to me for a long time at all. And now. Though one only one claw to let out! There are no forces.
But you see on mornings when wake up I can something. And then I eat my breakfast and that is all. And all the day after meal they move me from one soft flabby on another. Also begin to smell this disgusting!
Well be going with forces! Let out one, only one claw! It is impossible.
And nevertheless sometine I will awake!